Versuri 08. Nothing to Lose

The only way to change me is maybe blow my brains out 
Stuck in the middle of the game to get the pain out 
Pray to my God everyday but he don't listen 
The poverty bothers me but mama's working wonders in the kitchen 
 
Listen, I can hear her crying in the bedroom 
Praying for money we never think would she be dead soon? 
Am I wrong for wishing I was somewhere else? 
At 13 can't feed myself 
 
Can I blame daddy 'cause he left me? Wish he would've helped me 
Too much like him 'til my mama don't love me 
On my own at a early age getting paid 
And I'm strapped so I'll never be afraid 
 
Where did I go astray I'm hanging in the back streets? 
Running with G's and dope fiends will they jack me? 
Can't turn back my eyes on the prize 
I got nothing to lose, everybody gotta die 
 
Say good-bye to the bad guy that one you fucked when you passed by 
Buck buck from a glock, tempered glass fly 
Do or Die walk a mile in my shoes and you'd be crazy too 
With nothing to lose 
 
I've got nothing to lose, got nothing to lose 
  (That's why I got gang related) 
Got nothing to lose, got nothing to lose 
  (That's why I got gang related) 
 
Got nothing to lose, got nothing to lose 
  (That's why I got gang related) 
Nothing to lose 
  (That's why I got gang related) 
 
I thank the Lord for my many blessings 
Though I'm stressing keep a vest for protection 
From the barrel of the Smith & Wesson 
And all my niggas in the pen', here we go again 
 
Ain't nothing separating us from a mack 10 
Born in the ghetto as a hustla older 
Straight soldier bucking at them bustas 
No matter how you try niggas never die 
 
We just retaliate with hate then we multiply 
See me striking down the block hitting co'ners 
Mobbing like a muthafucka living like I wanna 
Ain't no stopping at the red lights I'm sideways 
 
Thug life muthafucka crime pays 
Let the cops put they lights on, chase me nigga 
Zig-zagging through the freeway, race me nigga 
In a high speed chase with the law 
 
The realest muthafucka that you ever saw 
I'm living raw 'til they bury me don't worry me 
I'm high living like I ain't afraid to die 
And you could walk a mile in my shoes and you'd be crazy too 
With nothing to lose 
 
Got nothing to lose, got nothing to lose 
  (That's why I got gang related) 
Got nothing to lose, got nothing to lose 
  (That's why I got gang related) 
 
Nigga, nothing to lose, nothing to lose 
  (That's why I got gang related) 
Nothing to lose 
  (That's why I got gang related) 
 
Ain't no escape from a deadly fate 
And everyday there's a million black bodies put away 
I'm starting to lose hope, it seems everybody's on dope 
Mama told me to leave 'cause she was broke 
 
Sometimes I choke on the indo, peeping out the window 
Alone on my own, I'm a criminal 
Got no love from the household I'm out cold 
In the streets give me muthafucking peace 
 
I got nothing to lose and something to prove 
What do I do live thug life nigga stay true? 
I wonder when they kill me is there a Heaven for a real G? 
Lord, forgive me if you feel me 
 
'Cause all my life I was dirt broke 
With no hope lil skinny muthafucka wanting dough 
I hated cutting suckers with my razor blade 
But everyday it's a struggle to get major paid 
 
Anyway it's so hard on a nigga in this city 
No pity and ain't no love for the scrubs that be buying time 
If you could walk a mile in my shoes you'd be crazy too 
With nothing to lose 
 
Got nothing to lose, nigga, nothing to lose 
  (That's why I got gang related) 
Got nothing to lose, nigga, nothing to lose 
  (That's why I got gang related) 
 
That's why I got gang related 
  (Got nothing to lose) 
That's why I got gang related 
 
It was a what type nigga be a thug life nigga 
We be the craziest, muthafucka 
You know, it was a what type nigga be a thug life nigga 
We be the craziest