Versuri 26. Only Fear of Death

Aiyyo, are you afraid to die, or do you wanna live forever 
Tell me, which one? 
 
They wanna bury me, I'm worried, I'm losin' my mind 
Look down the barrel of my nine and my vision's blurry 
Fallin' to pieces, am I guilty? I pray to the Lord 
But he ignores me unfortunately 'cause I'm guilty 
 
Show me a miracle, I'm hopeless, I'm chokin' off 
Marijuana smoke, with every toke it's like I'm losin' focus 
Fallin' to sleep while I'm at service, when will I die? 
Forever paranoid and nervous because I'm high 
 
Don't mention funerals I'm stressin', and goin' nutty 
And reminiscin' 'bout them niggaz that murdered my buddy 
I wonder when will I be happy, ain't nothin' funny 
Flashbacks of bustin' caps, anything for money 
 
Where am I goin' I discovered, can't nothin' save me 
My next door neighbor's havin' convo with undercovers 
Put a surprise in the mailbox, hope she get it 
Happy birthday bitch, you know you shouldn't-a did it 
 
Everybody's dyin' am I next, who can I trust? 
Will they be G's and they look at me before they bust? 
Or will they kill me while I'm sleepin', two to the head 
While I'm in bed, leakin' blood on my satin' sheets 
 
Is there a heaven for a baller? I'm gettin' suspicious 
Of this bitch the line busy everytime I call her 
Now she's tellin' me to visit, who else is home? 
I check the house before I bone, so we all alone 
 
After I nut I hit the highway, see ya later 
To all the players watch the fly way a nigga played her 
The bitch is tellin' all her homies, that I can fuck her 
Like no other now them other bitches wanna bone me 
 
I'm under pressure gettin' drunk, somebody help me 
I drink a fifth of Hennesey I don't think it's healthy 
I see my enemies they creepin', don't make me blast 
I watch the five-oh's roll, the motherfuckers pass 
 
By me like they know me, smilin' as they laugh 
I put up my middle finger then I dash 
Niggaz don't like me 'cause I'm Thuggin', and everyday 
I'm a hustler lookin' to get paid 
 
They wanna bury me, I'm worried, no need to lie 
I pray to God I don't scream when it's time to fry 
Nowhere to rest I'm losin' homies, ain't that a bitch 
When I was rich I had clout, now a nigga's lonely 
 
I put the pistol to my head and say a prayer 
I see visions of me dead, Lord are you there? 
Then tell me am I lost 'cause I'm lonely 
I thought I had friends but in the end a nigga dies lonely 
 
Nowhere to run I'm in terror and no one cares 
A closed casket at my funeral and no one's there 
Is there a future for a killer? I change my ways 
But still that don't promise me the next day 
 
So I stay Thuggin' with a passion, forever blastin' 
I'm bustin' on these motherfuckers in my madness 
They wonder if I'm hellbound, well Hell 
Can't be worse than this, 'cause I'm in Hell now 
 
Don't make me hurt you I don't want to, but I will 
See motherfuckers killed over phone bills 
Never will I die, I'll be back 
Reincarnated as a motherfuckin' mack 
I love it 'cause in Heaven there's no shortage on G's 
I'm tellin' you now, you motherfuckers don't know me 
 
Only fear of death, you ghetto niggaz 
Only fear of death is comin' back reincarnated 
Only fear of death, you ghetto niggaz 
Only fear of death is comin' back reincarnated 
 
Only fear of death, you ghetto niggaz 
Only fear of death is comin' back reincarnated 
Only fear of death, you ghetto niggaz 
Only fear of death is comin' back reincarnated 
 
Only fear of death, you ghetto niggaz 
Only fear of death is comin' back reincarnated 
Only fear of death, you ghetto niggaz 
Only fear of death is comin' back reincarnated 
 
Only fear of death, you ghetto niggaz 
You ghetto niggaz 
You ghetto niggaz 
You ghetto niggaz 
 
You ghetto niggaz 
You ghetto niggaz 
You ghetto niggaz 
You ghetto niggaz 
 
Are you scared, to die? 
Or will you scream, when you fry? 
I don't fear death 
My only fear of death is comin' back, reincarnated 
This is dedicated to Mental, R.I.P. 
And Big Kill, R.I.P. 
And all you other O.G.'s, who go down 
I don't fear death