Versuri 14. Kill You

Living life, don't you cry 
My life, pain is God  
Many nights; painful thoughts occur 
Yell at me, again I run  
 
In denial, I tried to be your friend  
I tried to be a good boy  
All I seen, I hate deep inside  
Startle me, someone save me  
 
Now these memories fill my heart 
They bury me  
 
All I want to do is kill you  
(You are not my real mother, so should I beat and stab and fuck her?)  
All I want to do is kill you  
(You are not my real mother, so should I beat and stab and fuck her?)  
All I want to do is kill you  
(You are not my real mother, so should I beat and stab and fuck her?)  
All I want to do is kill you  
(You are not my real mother, so should I beat and stab and fuck her?)  
 
Looking back 
I was never ever right 
You were my step mom who always wanted me out of your sight  
I would come walkn' in, and I'd say hello 
But you slap me and you made some fucked up comment about my clothes 
But I tried to let it pass 
But the visions in my head were with you with a knife up your ass 
But you werent dead 
So I popped some more caps in your ass 
Not your son 
Its not your fault 
Mother fucking bitch never try to blame me!  
 
You made my life, not, so  
 
All I want to do is kill you  
All I want to do is kill you  
All I want to do is kill you  
(You are not my real mother, so should I beat and stab and fuck her?)  
All I want to do is kill you  
(You are not my real mother, so should I beat and stab and fuck her?)  
 
Wish you were dead now! 
 
Now 
Right now  
 
How can I cry over someone I never loved? 
How can I cry over someone I never loved? 
Never loved 
Never loved