Versuri By Myself [DVD]

What do I do to ignore them behind me? 
Do I follow my instincts blindly? 
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams 
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? 
 
Do I sit here and try to stand it? 
Or do I try to catch them red-handed? 
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness 
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? 
 
Because I can?t hold on when I?m stretched so thin 
I make the right moves but I?m lost within 
I put on my daily facade but then 
I just end up getting hurt again 
 
By myself, I ask why, but in my mind 
I find I can?t rely on myself 
I ask why, but in my mind 
I find I can?t rely on myself 
 
I can?t hold on 
  (To what I want when I?m stretched so thin) 
It?s all too much to take in 
I can?t hold on 
  (To anything watching everything spin) 
With thoughts of failure sinking in 
 
If I turn my back I?m defenseless 
And to go blindly seems senseless 
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they?ll 
Take from me ?til everything is gone 
 
If I let them go I?ll be outdone 
But if I try to catch them I?ll be outrun 
If I?m killed by the questions like a cancer 
Then I?ll be buried in the silence of the answer 
 
By myself, I ask why, but in my mind 
I find I can?t rely on myself 
I ask why, but in my mind 
I find I can?t rely on myself 
 
I can?t hold on 
  (To what I want when I?m stretched so thin) 
It?s all too much to take in 
I can?t hold on 
  (To anything watching everything spin) 
With thoughts of failure sinking in 
 
How do you think, I?ve lost so much? 
I?m so afraid, I?m out of touch 
How do you expect, I will know what to do? 
When all I know is what you tell me to 
 
Don?t you know, I can?t tell you how to make it go? 
No matter what I do, how hard I try 
I can?t seem to convince myself why 
I?m stuck on the outside 
 
Don?t you know, I can?t tell you how to make it go? 
No matter what I do, how hard I try 
I can?t seem to convince myself why 
I?m stuck on the outside 
 
I can?t hold on 
  (To what I want when I?m stretched so thin) 
It?s all too much to take in 
I can?t hold on 
  (To anything watching everything spin) 
With thoughts of failure sinking in 
 
I can?t hold on 
  (To what I want when I?m stretched so thin) 
It?s all too much to take in 
I can?t hold on 
  (To anything watching everything spin) 
With thoughts of failure sinking