And I want to wake up in your white, white sun And I want to wake up in your world with no pain And I'll just suffer in hope to die someday While you are numb all of the way When I hate it I know I can feel you But when you love you know it's not real, no And I am resigned to this wicked fucking world On its way to hell Living are dead and I hope to join them too I know what to do and I do it well... When I hate it I know I can feel you But when you love you know it's not real, no When I hate it I know I can feel you But when you love you know it's not real, no Shoot myself to love you If I loved myself I'd be shooting you oh, oh, oh, aaw...yea Shoot myself to love you If I loved myself I'd be shooting you oh, oh, oh, aaw...yea Shoot myself to love you If I loved myself I'd be shooting you oh, oh, oh, aaw...yea Shoot myself to love you If I loved myself I'd be shooting you oh, oh, oh, aaw...yea Shoot myself, I've been shooting you Shoot myself to love you If I loved myself I'd be shooting you oh, oh, oh, aaw...yea Shoot myself to love you oh, oh, oh, aaw...yea If I loved myself I'd be shooting you oh, oh, oh, aaw...yea Shoot myself to love you oh, oh, oh, aaw...yea If I loved myself I'd be shooting you...